ready for love?

(yes, i know that the last few entry titles have ended with question marks)

i'm starting to feel like i'd like to be in love. i can't believe i said that. for so long (two years, to be exact) i've said that i do not want to be in love. well, at least for a long while. and not until someone loves me also.

actually, i was thinking how nice it would be to have someone on top of me... (i'll let you use your imagination for the rest). but the only way it'd really be good is if we loved each other. i know. i've had enough encounters without love to know that for a fact - a fact for me, at least.

who knows. i guess i don't want to rush. well yeah, i don't want to rush. but it would be nice nonetheless.